On The Archaeology of Being
The Archaeology of Being is an exploration of grief, debris, loss, and transformation, reflecting
on moments when life is reordered in an instant.
Grief is a form of alchemy, a combustion that both destroys and transforms. It strips one down,
like a rocket burning up in the stratosphere, scorching away the superfluous—the scaffolding of
the familiar—until only the raw essence remains. We carry love, memory, hope, heartache, but to
let go and to release it into the vastness, one must surrender to the destruction. What remains is
raw and unrecognizable, yet it becomes a new foundation upon which we rebuild new structures.
The debris of a life lived is neither clutter nor a burden. It is the archaeology of being—a map of
where someone has been and what they have done, full of detours and dead ends, losses and
triumphs, and the quiet, unremarkable stretches in between. It is all that remains when the weight
of presence has slipped into memory—a testament to the fleeting, messy, extraordinary nature of
being alive. What was once unbearable, finds its place, orbiting steadily in the space of one’s
new life, a fixed point in the endless expanse.
My work is a placeholder for such debris: tatters of sentimental garments, a bridal veil,
vermillion (sindoor), plastic wedding bangles (chura), turmeric and vermillion plastic return
gifts (haldi, kumkum), dried flowers and leaves, and more… I use red to evoke the body’s
foundation it’s raw vulnerability, love and rage, birth and death. My engagement with these
themes continues into the act of making. The process is physical, and the work is done mostly on
the floor. As I apply and remove layers of paint and materials, tie and untie threads, tether and
untether sections, the reality of what is coming together and coming apart reveals itself. Sutured
canvas walls become the cleared ground where new life begins.